I am an alarm clock, ready to go off...

I am so excited for tomorrow, time to hang out w/ friends, time to dance, time to eat, drink, and be Jay!!! I've never had a shindig like this, and apparently, it's obvious that I can barely contain myself. However, I am quite afraid about the whole drinking thing. Even if I drink w/ 1/5 of the people who are supposed to go, that's over 20 drinks, which at this point in my life and drinking career is by far way too much. And because i have no J O B, I don't have any medical insurance, so I'll tell people that, so as to deter them from pushing me closer to alcohol poisoning, ha ha ha. Plus, I wanna remember most of the night, who was there, what i did, what other people did, etcera etcetera etcetera...

You know I took a good long look in the mirror yesterday, and I realized that age is totally in the eyes...you can see the experiences, the sorrows, the joys, the pains, and lessons learned in those two windows to your soul. Pretty cool, I think.

Anyway, another day older...25 years and one day to be precise, and no significant changes. I got a lot of calls from my friends, and I totally felt the love, so all my heartfelt gratitude to all my friends and family, and I got some cool stuff, bowling shoes, the friends trivia game, and an awesome picture of Rivendell to name a few. So tomorrow, I shall attempt to do the impossible, blog totally sloshed...odds are I won't even make it to the point where I will even be thinking about this, but I guess we'll just have to wait and see!

"Remember The ALAMO!!!!"